I know that time really heals nothing, it just gives you distractions.
A guy from work left and found his mom dead tuesday. He's only 21.
He was actually in class with my little sister when we found out our mom had passed.
It's not that I'm even close to him, it's just always an open wound.
I'd do anything for him to not actually have to go through this. I'd do anything for even my worst enemy to not have to live it.
I don't care if I had to walk the earth forever feeling a pain that no one else felt. With no one to talk to about it or to understand. At least I'd know no one else is having to feel it.
In positive news, Lindscore has came and visited me while I've been sick this week.
She's out right now freezing her ass off and risking her neck flagging. I passed her on my way home from work. My heart went out for her, I spent 12 hours in it today and I know how that shit is.
Fuck I am down about shit but you know what, I'll be seeing my best friend here soon, and I'm finding out more and more just how much the Lindscore effects me in positive ways.
Emofag.
I win