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Wednesday, January 16th, 2008
12:49p - Blue balls cold
My online glory days are over.
God I'm no fun anymore and it depresses the shit out of me.
I don't think I could have a kid because if I had one right now I'd sit it down and tell it, "life is going to make you hurt. You will hurt and go to bed wishing to never wake up, but you will, and that's life's cruel joke. What's crueler though is that the pain you felt won't be the worst pain you feel. It can and will get worse with time. Time heals nothing, it only allows you to find new ways to escape. Now go get me another beer and when you get back to your mom's house punch whatever new "uncle" you got in the nuts for me."
If this is a precurser(sp?) to getting old, I say fuck to you AARP.
I'll either end this life early or I'll be one of the most insane depraved curmudgeons known to man.
I've already made $3,000 this year, but yet I don't even have a fucking TV in my room.
However I'm making a trip to Lowes this weekend to by some 2x2's because I will build a fucking bookshelf. It will be my legacy.
Godspeed and AIDS,
-JW

(Thoughts)


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